We love to daydream in our day-to-day lives.

Escaping our responsibilities, by waking up parts of us that have been selectively kept hidden from society. Our inner children playing a little bit longer, in our minds, each time. Giving them a great amount of love, the kind of substance they weren’t allowed have as main nourishment. 

Currently, our lives are more than ever dystopian.

By excusing one’s lack of presence to their friends in real time, maybe because they don’t live in the same town, they will stay connected online. 

Opening an app, liking a post, referencing a memory that the friend deemed worthy to be shared. A contained and filtered moment, potentially being scrutinized by fake judges.
Numbing you unconsciously in the process, rending your online presence, costly.
No need to go to the panopticon directly, an online surveillance-based platform is already installed in all our homes.

What do you mean an online platform could control you and your likelihood?

----- There are many examples to be made, surveillance being used against humanity for diverse motives. 
It is life-long research, a depressing one. It’s pointless to research all the effects from the status-quos and their consequences, since we can’t change the course of time.

One example alone would be controlling political outcomes.

We have seen with Meta, the company behind FB, that they generally regularly harvest data from their consumers, making their platform customized to everyone’s preference. Cambridge Analytica then swooped in, translating the data, attributing it to various groups. Through various metrics, they targeted each group by curating the feed from users, displaying what their client had requested. 

Was the 2016 USA Election decided in the ballots or was it already won thanks to the technological logistic (or logi-sick!) controlled by a institution that was biased and tampered with, harvesting the data that most consumers aren’t fully conscious to agree with, and don’t have the means to disagree with (not having the choice, held by a monopoly). 

The agenda of a president is written not by his citizens, but by his masters, carefully weeded out of plain sight. Only with them are they a people pleaser. They are the one granting wishes, they hold longevity and stability, unlike a voted puppet and their administration.

They rarely speak or come out of the surface, but they do spank when we ask for compromises.

Are you mad at the president? They are paid to do exactly as they were put in office for. Were any president there for its people? They are deaf with us, since their ears are only attuned not to our weeping but of the bourgeoisie demands. 

They keep us drained and tired, and divide us by all necessary means, which include through all the faiths that there are. The ones we can still believe in, for now without a price tag. Keeping the economy, the assets and liquidities, the machine from failing, and workers from awakening.

- Are our efforts to ask for a better life not sufficient? 

- Are our technologies not advanced enough for us to get some rest? 

- Are our bodies, our spirit, and our health guaranteed enough care and treatment once we break from the overbearing labor co-created by us? 

- Are we not slaves if our lives are directly translated into “data”, then used to control us even more by non-human algorithms? Our dignity being weakened so we accept the lack of privacy. 

- And are our sovereignty (being constantly interfered upon by foreign agencies), our laws and set of GDPR rules not important, enough for the institutions to respect

For anyone asking, start to learn from the queer community, or by any woman you meet. Rights are getting eroded, and we are the first near the defensive wall.

We were viewed as monsters.
It took us endless amounts of hard work to be somewhat viewed as equals. 
As humans. Owning our dignity, our humanity, and our faith, still intact, a bit more each day, in all countries, ultimately in resulting us living lives adjacent as our peers’.

The machine, meaning the society, or its group of industries controlling our thoughts and actions, feeds of not the results from our labors, but from our emotional states.
We must reinforce ourselves, that is our emotional, physical, and spiritual states.
We are like the ozone layer, either we close all the karmic loops of opening, or we become easy targets for distortion. Protecting and reinforcing your aura, through meditative sessions and Prayers. 

Practicing ascetism helps us discern what is of a pure, rare, organic, essence to a recycled rubbish, that the material world glorify.

We are not apart from this rat race anymore.

Let’s learn to play an activity we actually enjoy, deepen our livelihood by fulfilling desires that weren’t programmed to us, but are actually core parts from us.
Preferably, choose to embody yourself instead of a learned polished version of it. Untame your personality and be yourself. 

Or don’t be yourself, since there is no winning on either stance.

Throughout my lived experience, I have been met with hatred, violence, judgment, more than usual. Anytime I answer their actions by retaliation, I become the evil one in their head. Education should be available to all of us: from children, peers, to the elders. 

We never stop growing, evolving, learning, and unlearning toxic outdated mindsets.
I am glad that I grew to be a kinder version of me, since once God will be back, He will find a good student. One that have actively learned, and had refused to partake in the classroom’s hatred, bigotry, violence, having resulted in more sacrifices.

He would want us to guide them, by sharing His wisdom, and our compassion.
The road to Heaven will be tough for them, staying in a despairing state even more.

Reality is, most people are not players of the game of Life. They are mere tools, pawns, spectators, and bystanders. 
The only stance you can take is in not responding to demeaning attitudes. They will learn that most of their actions weren’t valued, nor taken into account once they’ve left. 
No matter what you choose to do, the house does not budge. 
But if you ever won, you would take the house’s role, by repeating each plays with the same moves.

Each birthday of mine, I send the deepest condolences to a life of mine that wasn’t birthed.
Each year is lived by another self. 

What will be the costume I am wearing this year? It must be one that’s propulsing me to success, gripping onto that same fabric, guaranteeing a long-lasting effect. 

I don’t want to be rich. 
But have you seen how people like me are treated without the safety that their money bought?
Most religious people are still perpetrating sacrifices, did they learn from the Christ’s last time coming?

I have yet to RSVP to the coming conference about healing, especially regarding men’s.
If they wanted to find their partners, they would unlearn toxic behaviors, that impact both them and their surroundings.
Do they care about their peers’ mental health? They do draw lines when it comes to a woman’s mental health, or mine.

Spiritually speaking, I wonder what effects will result from countries that are supportive of women’s reproductive rights, from the one’s condemning their autonomies, such as criminalizing abortions, and contraceptive tools (IUDs, pills etc). 

But I am sure they can restrict men’s reproductive rights by the lack of condoms as contraceptives. They would not allow same sex relationships, since they need births at all costs, including consent. 
They might pardon births that were conceived outside of marriage or during infidelity. But if you are sterile, and cannot support the birth growth, or you contract a disease from intercourse, they will not support you.

If you believe in reincarnation, where do you think you would be reborn as?
What are the chances of you being born to a country against reproductive autonomy, but having higher births, to a country with more reproductive autonomy rights, with fewer births?

Would you want to be born in a “overcrowded” country, one that have fewer legislations to protect one’s autonomy to its body? 
Having observed few countries’ legislations, I would not want to live to such places anytime soon, even less being born there. 

The chances of generally succeeding at life are merely small, but hold on to these glimpses of hope.

I would easily suffocate from their outdated rulings. I breathe from “progressive” frameworks, ones that were fight for by my elders, through their hard lived existences, their efforts, their past shed tears, and their bloods spilt. 

We must preserve their legacy. At all costs. 

Whether it be our rights, our sisters’, and our peers’, we are all aligned together. Some may not distinguish the patterns that are occurring now, but once you start to, you will soon understand where they all lead us towards. 
We are moving right towards it.

Does no one want to better their country? 
Or do they get reprimanded if they dare taking action towards a common goal?
But where do they think past revolutions come from? Do they think it was easy?
Are just some countries better than others? Is it a safe observation to be made? Or a sad one?

Pourquoi suis-je autant puni, pendant que d’autres sont bénis, des conséquences résultant de mon avenir.
Why am I being punished while others get praised, get all the benedictions that resulted from my doomed fate, drinking the sweet consequences beverage, while mine’s sour.

You don’t need to imagine this place. It exists already. 
It is up to you to understand that each and any move you make, will feed the house. 
If you think clearly, you might realize you don’t even need to make one.

Sometimes I wonder if God believe in me as much as I do believe in Him.